4/16/25

"Surely his plan should be to move onward through good and ill—to avoid morbid sorrow even though he did see ugliness in the world? Bene agere et lætari—to do good cheerfully—which he had heard to be the philosophy of one Spinoza, might be his own even now."

–Thomas Hardy, Jude the Obscure, p. 75

4/14/25

it would be fun to throw a bottle of san pellegrino thru a windshield fr fr

4/8/25

soil, wake up

i'm bleeding again

i'm of age but have no children

red and brown

and gree and violet

a cluttered invisible stencil exit

there are different kinds of grasses

there are different sides of history

it would've been ethical enough

to be in the wrong again

and to polish the fields

with late night television

3/30/25

judge on pace for over 200 homers this season

(Talk honestly, no one else hears you, and I stay only a minute longer.)

Do I contradict myself?
Very well then I contradict myself,

3/16/25

i’ve tossed out the christmas tree

and seen last year’s’s bones

and thought about everything

ramallah, north india, nordstream, gay paris

jaffa, hebron, houston, tx, l.a.

the wind blew the door off

its hinges again my loins ache

glowing patch on the horizon before a terrible rain

poughkeepsie, charlottesville, charleston, mery gates

type 3 diabetes, blood which lubricates

strips away the hermetic seal

and gets wetter in flames

movie titles i like that are also sentences (haven't seen these movies)

we bought a zoo

we live in time

this is 40

2/21/25

reading at a space that offends me

1/8/25

time moves so fast i'll be ashes before i can possibly cope

1/7/25

how many years

am i going to think

about the horses

being snowed on

this morning i cried

to kitchen by sza

and there was a dead horse

and i drove right by it

what was i supposed to do

it was dead

bloated biscuit spots

i had to get to work