12/5/17

in november, someone intercepted my rent check before it could reach my landlord and was somehow able to deposit it, despite it being made out to a specific llc, without signing/endorsing the back of the check

on friday, which was four days ago, i went to the post office to mail my rent check for december. i also included payment for november, which i had to talk to several people on the phone for over an hour to get back from my bank. i called my landlord's office, and, as of around eleven a.m. today, they haven't received the check

on a supposedly unrelated note, every day since last tuesday i have been expecting a package from ups, and, every day, the tracking information says it will be delivered by the end of the day, and at the end of every day, the tracking info updates that it will be delivered by the end of the next day

feeling... desperate...

i understand insane people, i think. in 2014, i wanted to jump through the window of the office building i worked in most days. i fantasized about it constantly... none of this matters. actually i don't know if none of this matters... my cat is being bad right now. she is knocking things over

i think i believe in mercury retrograde stuff, but i wish i didn't. i wish i didn't know about it